Sunday, January 23, 2011

Does it get better... I sure hope so....

This is my first post of 2011 and it isn't going to be a happy one.  I feel my whole world has just collapsed and I'm at the very bottom of the rubble trying to catch my breath.  Everything I read and everyone I talk to tells me the same thing.  Life goes on and it does get better....  I sure hope so!

Kel and Mel are no more. This makes me extremely sad.  We are done...  all eleven years and six months and nothing more to look forward to.  I want everyone - my kids (all three of them), my family and my friends - to know that I loved this man....  I will always love him.  I hope he can find the happiness I could not help him find.  I will continue to scrapbook our life that we had together.  I do not regret it and I will cherish the many experiences we shared and all the memories.  Kelly - I do love you.  Thank you for everything...  I will truly miss you!

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  1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z__-EXOOjHU

    Mel, this song always helps me when I'm down.

    Love you,
    Ash

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  2. Hey Mel,
    Sorry for you that you're going through all this... but I think you're right to continue scrapping your life.
    I hope you'll find your way back to the Village soon... you know we'll be there to support you!!
    Becca

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  3. Oh Mel, I am so sorry you are going through this. I hope you are able to find peace and happiness, and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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  4. I'm so sorry Mel! I know it's ben awhile since you posted this as I've been wrapped up in my own little world, but just want you to know that I have been thinking about you and that I'm in your corner if there's anything I can do for you from here...

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  5. Hi Melanie, I don't even know what to say. I am so very sorry for your situation. I thought something was wrong but didn't know until I came here to your blog. Life is tough, isn't it. You just never know what heartache you will have to face in life. I sure hope you are doing ok. I know you will find happiness again with someone. You are too sweet of a person to be alone. Hope to see you soon, Lisa Nelson

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